my heart knows

Woke up this morning,
To realise I've been dreaming,
Of you, my precious one,
And the day you said,"Let's jump!"

I still can't comprehend,
Your love that will not end.
My heart is singing,
I will keep on believing,
Your word is all I need,
Come let Him take the lead.

Oh, my heart knows the wait will be tough,
No one said it isn't rough,
But my heart knows when you're far away,
You will think of me each day.
Whatever others may say,
I'll push them all away,
From morning to night,
Everything will be alright,
As long as my heart knows.

I stare into the night,
As the stars that all shine bright,
Seem to know my thoughts,
And sense that I've been caught.

I want to fly above,
Into the arms of love.
The roads that we will walk,
There will be blocks.
His word, our Lord has kept,
And now He'll guide each step.

Let me walk with you,
Here take my hand,
Don't call me a fool,
I'll be your friend.

for S

js
KL, September 14th, 1998

wait for you

Looking in the mirror,
I see a worthless figure,
Trying hard to understand,
Why you say your love won't end.
I might never come to a conclusion,
Just holding on to the loving decision,
That you will wait for me,
Because you think I'm worth it.

I give you my word,
I will wait for you.
Can't put on a disguise,
And say that all will be alright.
I wish the world for you,
Though not all will come true,
Take heart, I have made a promise,
I will wait for you.

Never felt this way before,
Mixed emotions welling up inside.
Don't know how to handle it,
Want to be led by His Spirit.
It's so hard to stick to the rules,
But I've come so far in loving you.
In setting my affections on Him,
And found my love for you will not grow thin.

Winds will threaten,
Storms will challenge,
But still I see and feel the sun's rays,
Warming up our hearts.

for S

js
KL, April 15th, 1998